morocco: a vicarious view

sorry about the lack of posts lately, i’ve been down in the costa rican jungle with no access to internet.  i promise to get back on the normal posting schedule next week, but to make up for it this week, i’m sharing my morocco video a little early.  if you’ve wondered what it’s like setting foot in this fascinating country, you need look no further than this video here.  enjoy…

morocco, pt. 3: somewhere between the stars and the sand

as we had approached tenghir i overheard the sues talking about making ‘smores, which caught my attention.  i had been editing photos on my laptop, but when i heard the debate as to the correct preparation methods, i had first been curious, and then alarmed, when i heard sue #2 describing something involving a tea biscuit (the english version of a cookie or a sweet cracker), chocolate sauce, and a marshmallow in tin foil and cooked in an oven or microwave (or some bastardized version of my bastardized summary of her bastardized gross misinterpretation of the american ‘smore).  i sat there for a few moments not knowing if i should laugh or cry.  the ‘smore is an american institution, and it had never occurred to me that the rest of the world didn’t enjoy or comprehend this poor-man’s delicacy like we did.  furthermore, i had assumed that the film “the sandlot” had been just as much a part of everyone’s childhood as it had mine and every other american kid born in the 80s or 90s, and due to that iconic scene in the film where ham teaches smalls how to make a ‘smore, i further assumed that everyone knew how to make one on that basis alone.  i had to intervene.

“whoa.  hold on. i don’t mean to be the know-it-all, interfering american here, but this is something that i am a resident expert on, and there are a few major injustices i need to correct here…”  suddenly, everyone was looking at me curiously as i began to explain not only the proper ingredients and methods for the perfect ‘smore, but also the integral place it had in recreation and pop culture in the US.

so the following morning, i forced our driver to make a pit-stop where we could make a quick supply run. he pulled the van over to a little market that didn’t really have any of what i needed, but i made due with the 6 different types of chocolate bars i bought (because i can’t read arabic), as well as the three different types of cookies and sweet crackers (since graham crackers are apparently a uniquely north american thing), and about 10 bottles of wine we were able to procure from behind the counter (buying booze is kinda hard in morocco sometimes.  it’s not as readily available as it is in western society, due to its rocky relationship with islam: technically not allowed). they also didn’t have wire coat hangers, so i bought a bunch of kebab skewers for the ‘mallow roasting.  the marshmallows were the only thing that were easy to find.  not to worry, however, because my plan was to get everyone good and drunk off the wine so that if the ‘smores were terrible due to my makeshift ingredients, nobody would have a clue.

red rockswe loaded back up into the van and shot north for a quick detour to see the todra gorge, a small canyon with steep cliff walls made of red earthen rock and clay, and a trickling river rolling through the center of it.  we piled out of the van to snap some photos when zuzu instructed to walk the last mile of the gorge to where he would be waiting for us in the van.  i was glad for some physical activity finally. we stepped off the road and started walking along the small dribbling creek bed , hopping from rock to rock and crossing streams of deeper water when necessary via long wooden planks placed there by locals.

canyon crossingwe had managed to catch the gorge before the sun had risen too high in the sky, and the early morning sunlight crept slowly down from tops of the canyon walls and from the mouth of the entrance like an inevitable forest fire, an angry demon consuming everything in sight and only limited by time.  the shade felt nice, and jeffrey and rachel took off their shoes and began to wade down the creek.

3 hours later we had pulled into another town for lunch and then abandoned the luxury van for a pair of 4-wheel drive SUV’s.  as we were loading up the new vehicles, a old woman approached us, attempting to sell us bedouin scarves.  my gut reflex responded and i immediately declined politely, but as gugu and surjit began to look (a pattern had emerged with our group.  whenever we had been taken to a place where shopping was encouraged – which was kinda everywhere – all the australians and myself had abstained, and gugu and surjit had at shopped and bargained. we all joked that gugu and surjit had bailed out the rest of the group from looking like a bunch of cheap bastards) i realized i really wanted a scarf so i could learn how to tie a headwrap/turban thingy.  i wanted to play lawrence of arabia in the desert.  before i knew it, everyone in the tour had purchased one, and the woman was holding a roadside course in scarf wrapping.

zuzu herded us back into the 4×4’s and we were off into the sahara via merzouga, cruising across wide expanses of nothing but sand as far as the eye could see.  a strong ridge resided directly to the east, which we were informed was the algerian border.  not a safe place to wander to.  we weren’t worried about it however, as the offroad vehicles bounced and tore their way through the sand dunes, further and deeper, until we arrived a couple hours later to a cluster of palm trees and a grouping of tents and a small building.  we had arrived. the sahara desert.

a few young men hurried out from the building and began grabbing our bags to take them to our assigned tents.  meanwhile behind us, a grouping of camels had assembled behind us with a few men in brightly colored robes holding the reigns.

“okay my friends!  welcome to our berber camp in the sahara desert!  tonight we will be having a wonderful berber dinner with some music and big fire under the stars!  but for now, we have arranged for a beautiful camel ride up to the top of the sand dunes to watch the sunset!”  zuzu led us over to the camels where a group of boys, none of them over the age of 20, began assigning us to camels.

alternate transportation
alternate transportation

i could barely contain my excitement as i approached my camel, laying on its stomach in the sand. this was one of the things i had wanted to do all my life. i didn’t know many people who had ever ridden a camel, much less in the vast sahara desert.  it was one of those surreal moments, and i tried my best to savor every detail and every moment, to preserve it so i would never forget it, but i’m not sure it worked, because even today it still seems like a shadow of a memory.  as though someone else had told me a story and i had simply made it my own.  i kicked my shoes off and swung a leg over the back of the dromedary between his two humps, and he barked a hideous, throaty protest at me.  i laughed back at him.  the guide in front of me pulled up on the reins and suddenly the beast’s front two legs pushed up and shot me backward.

“WOOOOO!” i joyously shouted, grabbing the saddle knob and throwing my free arm up into the air, like i was riding a bucking bronco in a rodeo.  the camel collected its rear two legs underneath and pushed upward and suddenly i was sitting 8 feet up, on top of the world.

we lumbered off single-file into the desert, climbing higher and further into the sand dunes as the sun began its race to the horizon, IMG_3425causing our shadows to grow until they looked like a herd of shadowy giant spiders making their way across the sand.  a few berbers walked alongside our caravan, ensuring the moody camels behaved and stayed in order. they made small talk, asking us about ourselves, telling jokes, even informing us of our funky camel friends’ names.  Camby and Suey’s camels arguably had the coolest names, in jimi hendrix and bob marley, allegedly due to their hairstyles, though i didn’t see the resemblance.

sue #2 enjoying her camel ride as surjit and gugu pass on the outside

desert caravanwe parked the camels in a flat at the base of a steep dune and then all ascended the quick walk to the top, settling in on some blankets the berber guides had laid out for us.  i couldn’t believe how incredibly soft the fine-grained sand was as i dug my bare feet deep into the surface, like a bed of cool silk coating the harsh desert terrain.  our timing couldn’t have been more perfect, as the sun had just begun its final descent, and the light was beginning to alter and color as it entered the thicker parts of the curved atmosphere.  a soft breeze drifted coolly along the dunes, brushing back my hair and pushing loose grains of sand into small swirls that danced along the ridgelines of the dunes. i took a deep breath and closed my eyes, letting the sunlight paint my face with the last remaining warmth of the day before the dry cold of the night invaded the sahara.

DCIM100GOPROeverything was perfect.  i had made it.  the aussies sat next to me, chatting amongst themselves and enjoying the experience, but i was worlds away, quietly savoring the moment and reflecting on my journey to this point.  the big decision to leave home and career and comfort, the volcanoes and glaciers of iceland, the canals of amsterdam, the amazing symmetry of paris, the history, intrigue, and elegance of the central european countries, the swiss alps, the poetry of spain, and now the sahara desert.  a smile slowly crept across my face until it turned into a mad grin, and i began laughing.  how was this my life?  how had i gotten here?  who did i think i was?  i felt like i had somehow stepped into someone else’s life, and i was living their adventure. i kept waiting for someone to look at me and realize that i was an impostor, a fake, and chase me out.  but here i was, and i didn’t want to stop.

camel jockey
camel jockey

the night had descended upon the desert and everyone was sitting around a roaring fire stretching up 5 feet high into the black of night, casting its light all around and throwing shadows as far as the leash would allow.  nearby a young man was slapping at a bank of bongo drums, introducing a rhythmic symphony into the quiet solitude of the desert. he sang in a low tone, his voice soft but confident, carrying its somber tale to our ears without the need for interpretation.

i looked around as everyone happily sat around the fire, enjoying their wine or other drinks.  a few children had joined the musician and begun pounding indiscriminately on the drums as he laughed and gave up trying to control them. the soft melody quickly devolved into chaos.  this was the perfect time.  i got up and ran swiftly back to my tent and grabbed the supplies.  i quickly passed out the kebab berber in the desert paintingskewers and assembled the chocolate, crackers, and marshmallows at a clear space a safe distance from the flames.  i gave everyone a quick demonstration of how the ‘smore is made, taking care to show the difference in methods between the patient golden-brown approach and the more to-the-point “just set it on fire” preference.  within moments, everyone was crowded around the bonfire, kebab skewers outstretched, and testing themselves at the art of the ‘smore.  australians and moroccans alike stuffed their faces with the delicious american delicacy, and i stood nearby, smiling proudly.  i watched as the young boys from the bongos took their first bite and smiled wide as soon as they could taste what they were eating.  they quickly began begging for more, and i laughed and opened the cache of sweets up to everyone for as much as they wanted.

camel whispererafter a couple hours of shared stories and laughter around the fire, most of the group had gone to bed.  there had been some talk of rising early in the morning to watch the sunrise.  as the aussies and i headed towards our tents, we discovered an elevated but flat patio area with some chairs and tables nearby.  we took the wine and the six of us stayed out under the stars for another 2 hours, marveling at the view.  i’m not sure i’d ever seen so many stars in my life.  not even 10,000 feet high up in the colorado rockies.  out here in the sahara, the milky way seemed to be burned into the dark canopy of night, and it glowed with an eery, hazed permanence.  if you stared straight at it, it seemed to lose it’s form, and your eyes would begin to play tricks on you. but if you averted the saharayour eyes ever so slightly, your peripheral vision would reveal a wondrous, colorful tapestry with immeasurable depth that would play tricks, this time not on your eyes, but your imagination.  my mind couldn’t comprehend its power and its beauty and its vastness all at the same time.

distinct hues of green, purple, and yellow hid among the twinkling brilliance of millions of stars all around, and we sat breathless in the cool night air, our heads tilted upwards in a curious stupor.  i felt so small, pitted somewhere between the stars and the sand, with each abyss, above and below, staring straight into my soul with brutal but gentle honesty. there was everywhere to hide, and yet there was nowhere to hide.  i was both haunted and at peace at the same time.  neither the desert nor the stars cared for where i’d been or where i was going, who i thought i was or who i really was.  they demanded nothing from me but truth.  my truth.  either one could kill me in an instant if they so desired, and yet they sat quietly, the power of their silence subduing me.

i retreated to my tent for the night.  “what an incredible place the world is,” i thought to myself as i drifted off to sleep.

this week’s musical arrangement is by a band from san francisco named “geographer.”  i first discovered this band a few years ago when they played a small club in denver with a different band i had been really into at the time.  2 songs into geographer’s set and i realized who the superior band was.  “i’m ready” is the lead single off their new album, and it perfectly captures an emotion that this post begins to address.  it’s about learning to stop trying to define and figure out your life, and begin to start living it.  it’s beautiful and perfect, and it brings you as much peace as it brings me.  enjoy…

and for those following along on spotify…


morocco, pt. 2: a stroll through the medina, a drive to the sahara


the koutoubia minaret stretches high above marrakech
the koutoubia minaret stretches high above marrakech

we spent another day in marrakech exploring the city.  we visited the koutubia mosque, the famous 800+ year old minaret that towers above the rest of the city and the gardens around it, and listened to the call to prayer as we walked through the gardens surrounding the holy center. it was my first time really hearing a call to prayer that wasn’t on youtube or something, and i remember being curiously struck by it.  i really didn’t know what to think of it.  i wondered what they were saying.  i wanted to go to the source and watch, but i knew this wasn’t really a thing for tourists inside. it was a place for worship.  zuzu steered us toward djemaa el fna.

located at the south of the medina (medina just means it’s the ancient part of the city), djemaa el fna is one of the most famous areas of morocco.  a heavily populated market and town square, it is difficult to make sense of it when first approaching.  the wide-open space at the mouth of the entrance immediately introduces chaos as pedestrians aimlessly wander in all directions while cars and motorcycles zoom in and out indiscriminately and unconcerned about the foot traffic all around them.  unlike the US, the
pedestrian does not have the right of way.  if you’re dumb enough to get hit by a car here, it’s your fault.  it was a little disconcerting at first, but the longer i spent in the country, the more i liked it that way.

evening in the square
evening in the square

as we approached the central part of the crowded square, we began to hear the squawking instruments of the snakecharmers and the calls of the stall owners trying to attempt shoppers and tourists to their stalls and shops.  as i drew near, i began to prepare myself mentally for the madness.  before i was ready, an old man with a huge grin on his face walked right into the middle of our group with a black cobra snake on his arm, trying to get someone to take a picture with it.  the group immediately and comically scattered, leaving everyone but surjit and myself, just staring curiously and somewhat fearfully at the massive snake less than a foot in front of my face.  with his other hand, the man stroked his own cheeks and chin and said “alibaba!” aloud.  surjit and i quickly deduced he was referring to our beards, as we had noticed we were the only ones around who had them (i had foolishly assumed everyone would have beards down here, so i had been hoping my travel beard would hide my baby face and make me look at least a little less conspicuous, even if it was bright red.  no dice).  we laughed as the old man reached out to shake my hand.  i reached back, and as i politely shook, he quickly threw the snake around my neck. Continue reading morocco, pt. 2: a stroll through the medina, a drive to the sahara

Music Monday: new We Philistines original material!

i’ve been working obsessively around the clock lately on new we philistines original material, and am happy and excited to announce the first of a new batch of newly recorded songs which i will be sharing over the coming weeks!

it has been a long road toward getting back into this season of life for myself, as i bitterly gave up music 5 years ago and rarely touched my guitars since.  but now that i’ve returned from my wander, writing music is something i have decided to prioritize again.  i hope you enjoy this, i have poured my heart and soul into it, recording every instrument you hear within the confined space of my tiny “recording room” in my house.

so turn on your nice stereo, turn it up loud, and if you like it, share it with your friends and facebook world.  thanks so much for listening and reading.  enjoy…

a little friday fun for everyone…

every year a group friends from university and i reunite somewhere for a weekend of shenanigans and adventure.  each year it grows a little larger, whether through new spouses or new additions to the family (ie. children), but we always find a way to make it work.  last year, in 2014 it was decided that the special weekend would be held in breckenridge, colorado, just a two hour drive from my home in denver.  as the summer months draw near and we start preparing for this year’s destination, i put together a fun little video from last year’s footage and festivities.  i wanted to share that with you all, and hopefully inspire you to go out this weekend and so something fun!

<p><a href=”″>Lords 2014 – Breckenridge</a> from <a href=””>brandonmiq</a&gt; on <a href=””>Vimeo</a&gt;.</p>

morocco, pt 1. marrakech: as-salām ‘alaykum

as my plane approached low over the desert city landscape of marrakech, i was a confusion of thoughts and feelings.  i was really excited, and ready for adventure in the unknown, but i also had never been to a third world country on my own without any help before, or africa for that matter.  i had no idea what to expect, and this also would be my first time to travel to a country with such a significant muslim presence, and that also made me a little nervous.  it’s one thing to be open-minded and religiously tolerant in the USA, but things shift dramatically when you leave home and suddenly you’re the minority, especially in these times we live in.  you begin to realize how little you know about the world, no matter how “aware” and “informed” you consider yourself back home.

zuzu expertly educated us on details of moroccan culture i never would have known
zuzu expertly educated us on details of moroccan culture i never would have known

which is why i hired a guide for my first week in morocco.  when i landed, i still hadn’t booked an exiting flight yet, but i had an idea that i would be in the country for more than two weeks and less than three, so i figured the best way to get my bearings about me was to hop in with a guided tour until i felt comfortable to strike out on my own.  i know some adventurers would view this as cheating, but this turned out to be one of the best decisions i made on my entire trip.

the wheels hit the ground with a harsh bump, and the plane bounced high back into the air, frightening passengers and waking me from one of my usual daydreams, Continue reading morocco, pt 1. marrakech: as-salām ‘alaykum